Friday, November 21, 2008

Aku melepasmu...

Ugh...
Apa aku yang terlalu egois,
Apa aku yang terlalu sensitive,
Apa aku yang tidak pernah mau mendengarkan,
Apa aku yang terlalu manja,
Apa aku yang terlalu menuntut,
Atau apa aku yang tidak pernah mau mengerti...

Aku tak tahu...

Ada saat dimana, aku merasa kesepian, aku ingin dia ada...
Tapi pasti tidak akan pernah bisa...
Ada saat dimana aku ingin benar-benar dimanja...
Dia pun tak akan pernah ada...
Ada saat dimana, aku benar-benar menahan isak tangis kesakitan ku...
Aku melihat lagi, maka dia tak pernah ada...

Aku merasa dia begitu dekat tapi sangat jauh, tinggi dan megah diatas sana,
tak tergapai...
dan aku pun semakin tenggelam...
Aku kembali ke dalam cangkangku...
Dingin, sendiri dan gelap...

Jiwa yang keropos dengan rintihan beban hidup yang tak pernah berhenti mendera.
Aku tak pernah meminta untuk mendapatkan semua ini,
Aku tak pernah meminta untuk menjalani semua ini,
Aku juga tak pernah menjadikan semua ini pembenaran,tapi pembelajaran untuk lebih mengenal dan melihat lebih dekat.
Dan, Aku juga tak pernah meminta mu untuk menanggung semua kesakitan yang setiap hari harus aku terima.

Aku berjanji.
Aku tidak akan pernah meminta apapun lagi.
Datang lah bila ingin datang, dan pergilah bila kau ingin pergi.
Hidup dan berbahagialah...

Yang aku tahu, aku hanya meminta satu kesempatan,
untuk kau memalingkan wajahmu dan melihatku...

Lalu, aku melepasmu...

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

......

Aku memandang detik detik dia jatuh ke bumi...
Indah, dan menebarkan wangi yang memabukkan...

Ku tertegun,
Mereka seakan menyuarakan kebebasan yang selama ini ingin kuteriakkan...
Keceriaan yang ingin kutabur kembali ke hari-hariku.
Kebahagiaan dan tawa yang ingin kurenggut paksa.

Hujan, adalah waktu airmataku melebur pergi bersamanya.
Bersama hujan, setiap teriakan kemarahan ku kan ikut hanyut.
Bersamanya juga, semua kekeringan dijiwa...akan lega walau sesaat...tanpa ada seorang pun yang tahu...

Aku cuma bisa berbisik bersama hujan ku...
Menangis, tertawa, berteriak dan juga berdansa...

Karena sepertinya hanya dia yang selalu setia menghampiriku dan kesendirian ku. tanpa emosi, tanpa pernah mengeluh, tanpa pernah mau membalas maupun memaksaku,,,

"aku lelah ibu,
kenapa aku?
kenapa bukan dia?
atau mereka?"

"kenapa terlalu banyak misteri
kenapa aku tidak bisa diperbolehkan menikmati kebebasanku
kenapa semuanya harus selalu yang terbaik"

Sampai habis nafasku, sampai habis dayaku, untuk membuktikan,
Aku tahu itu tidak akan pernah cukup

Sudahlah....
Perbolehkan aku kembali menjalani hidupku.
Ijinkan aku...

Aku hanya ingin bersamanya, dan menjalani hariku...
Ijinkan aku...

Cukup...
Hentikan...

Sunday, November 16, 2008

Permisi

Maaf,
untuk sementara yang punya blog hiatus dulu

Maaf juga,
tapi saya akan tetap blogwalking dan melakukan posting tentang review yang aneh-aneh

Maaf,
sebentar lagi blog ini akan dipindahkan ke website

Maaf,
blog ini nantinya mungkin akan tinggal kenangan tapi tetap akan dipergunakan untuk kepentingan mencari uang *cewe matre sayah* - hehehehehe

Maaf,
dalam rangka mempersiapkan website pribadi yang isinya seluruh isi blog ini dalam tampilan yang lebih baik, harap sabar yach ^_^

Maaf juga,
klo saya punya kesalahan , salah2 kata, salah2 perbuatan.

Silahkan tinggalkan pesan, setelah anda membaca kalimat terakhir ini.

Legra
-jojo

Online Casino For American People

Here I came to our second casinos site that has to look deeply. Now I am visiting one of the gambling sites at www.usaonlinecasinos.org. This is my first time to come to this site, from the packing, the site layout, placement of the text and pictures, the colors, and also the feature given inside; this site is very interesting and life. Our eye will be given pleasure to see around just looking all the first layout of this site.

Same as like the other gambling site that we can found in the internet, this site is a casino or we usually called it as online casinos. What makes this site different from the previous site that we already visited before was, the previously is one of the free online casino which not restrict their player who wants to play.

But, if we came to this site, this casino only accepts players from all area at USA. So, absolutely we are living in Indonesia can not have a chance to play at this site. Hehehehehe, so I suggest you for waiting and seeing, maybe I will get you information about another site that can give a chance from all other country.

Free Casino

Today I got some task to do, which is looking for some information everything about gambling. And I came to this site www.freecasinos.ws. What I have in mind when I came to this site was this is one of the online casinos that offering us to play by online media.

Offering same with the other casinos, this one site came with it ornament to introduce the customer to choose the game that they want to play through the panel provide.And one fact that I got from this site also was very interesting which is, this casino already serving the gambling to their customer for seven years. Wow, what a long time for one online casino site I think.

Male Enhancement

There are so much fun and memorable things happen when I came back home at my hometown Medan. One of it was when I asked by my sister to handle their medical store. There was a man came to me and asking about penis enlargement pills . I was very shock at the first time, but finally I can handle what I felt. The young man also was so very confident asking about that medicine to me. Frankly, I already heard this things many times, but since it asked to me for the first time directly it made me blush.

One thing that I learned from this lesson, everything that was happening in his life already made him so unconfident. That’s why he needs one medicine who can give him male enhancement. If I’m not mistaken, I ever read about one medicine that was develop by X4 Labsto help those kind man who have problem. Hopefully it can help them. Although I still consider to always being thankful with what God already gave to us.

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

Nouveau University

Hey, here with me again talking about our hottest university in properties who else Nouveau University . Yes, the university who was founded by entrepreneur Jim Piccolo already makes some diversification for their university.
The university has known as the university created to offer entrepreneurs and small business professionals practical knowledge specifically designed to help them put their ideas in motion and jumpstart their careers. The uniqueness from this university is, they are not only offering such us associate and bachelor programs in real estate investing, small business management, accounting, finance, and marketing but recently their also dealing with such us management and construction

In Nouveau University , we also can register as online student, this is the biggest offer that the university can give to their student, because the student still can save their time while learning and working by online. In short, you still can study and meanwhile you are also still can concentrate with your work.

Quite interesting university I think. Visiting Nouveau University website also gives us more information, because in the right panel of the website we can download the catalog of the material and all information that we need dealing with the entire university requirement and also the university standard. Just take your time and see.

Monday, November 03, 2008

Nouveau Riche

I will never get bored to say that this Nouveau Riche is one of the right choices to you especially in the last year at your senior high school. Yes, especially if you have a big curiosity about real estate, properties, management, and investment.
Just give your glance time to visit their website at www.nouveaurized.com.
You will get on detail about who, how, when, where, and what is the Nouveau Riche all about. Through the nice layout, great appearance of website, the Nouveau Riche gives you a glance the condition on the university.

The Nouveau Riche University not only gives their best lecturer to educate their student, but also enable their students to select courses within various curriculum paths. Each Nouveau Riche college student has been designed to teach the student on "how-to" real estate investment concepts and strategies. Understand the advantages and disadvantages of several short-term and long-term real estate investment strategies. And the university also gives a chance to their student to have their live experience through participate in case studies class, room discussion, or in order way we can say, they give the IN ACTION experience to their student.

So, if you have some idea or want to know deeper about the real estate investment area, this collage/ university can be as one of your consideration

The Success Stories from Nouveau Riche

If you are one of the people that like to read of the success story from the success person, I suggest you to visit, to see and read this Nouveau Riche.
First think came up on my mine was, what this is all about. Who are those people, but personally I like this blog, because I can learn a lot from those people who share their success story inside.

If you are wondering what this is site about, I will tell you a little bit about this site. This site or we can say this blog, is the place that all the alumni students Nouveau Riche University share their success story to use. Not only the alumni can join this site, but also the lecturer, the student of Nouveau Riche. This is not the Nouveau Riche Scam to provoke people to came and join this university, I though that this is one of the way that people in the Nouveau Riche to promote their alumni in order to dismiss the Nouveau Riche Scam.

In my previous post, I already mentioned that Nouveau Riche University is one of the university that offering people education in real estate area. And through their curriculum they already make it in very good way. So, by read and see this site we already one a step closer to not get into Nouveau Riche Scam. Just get the positive inside, which we can learn something from this site, by reading the success story from their alumni.